Yes... it's time to go,I'm tired of most of the people which are in my neighborhood,those that call themselves as a human,but you know the only attribute they have is Pretending to be sth or personality that they are not ! Hey let's to be frank,have we ever looked at ourselves from deep side of our existence ?! I wanna make up myself to have a Real life in the future ( I hope so ) & I suppose to be alone and of course feeling loneliness like always,because I couldn't see anyone to call it as a bossom,they can't even trust on themselves,so how can I trust them!!! I passed 21 years as a suck,but recently I have decided to make it as a Rock and although I always insist to saying " Bye For Now ",but as you believe that Variety is a spice of life,that's why I wanna change it to :
BYE FOR EVER
P.S : Especial Thanks to all guys that wrote down their comments by now & wish all the best for them.
خداحافظ....
دلم گرفته٫نمیدونم چرا هر عیدی که میشه ناخودآگاه یاد دو سال پیش واسم زنده میشه٫سرزمین وحی... امشب هم مانند همیشه فقط تونستم اون لحظات رو با ساختن تصاویر توی ذهنم لمسش کنم٫حرم پیغمبر"ص"٫اتاق یا همون خونه ی حضرت فاطمه "س"٫قبرستان بقیع که به نظر من بهشت روی زمین خداست٫مخصوصا قبر ام البنین و همچنین دیدن خونه ی خدا با اون احساس عجیبی که به آدم میده و خیلی های دیگه... نمیدونم بازم دعوت میشم یا نه٫تا حالا که لیاقتشو نداشتم!! آلان فقط افسوس اون لحظات رو میخورم که کجا بودم و نتونستم اون طوری که باید استفاده کنم٫هر چند که توی مدینه سه شب رو تا صبح تو صحن حرم نشستم.هیچ وقت دو چیزو یادم نمیره٫یا بهتر بگم دو زمانی که وجود خودتو حس نمیکنی : یکی خداحافظی از مدینه٫یکی هم دیدن خونه خدا واسه اولین بار... خدایا خودت میدونی و دلم.
ایشالا که خدا همه رو دعوت کنه
عید همگی هم مبارک
در معبد عشق یه روزی از تو بتی ساخته بودم
امروز شکستم بتمو چون خودمو نشناخته بودم
Don't love the Heart that hurts you and don't hurt the Heart that loves you
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you
Good friends are hard to find,harder to leave,and impossible to forget
Most people walk in and out of your life,but only friend's leave footprints in your heart
True friendship "never" ends.Friends are forever
People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges
If we are incapable of finding peace in ourselves,it's pointless to search elsewhere
The bond that links your true family is not one of blodd,but of respect and joy in each other's life.Rarely do members of one family grow up under the same roof
A change of heart changes everything
Our greatest glory is not in ever falling,but in rising every time we fall
You only live once-but if you work it right,once is enough
One generation plants the trees,and the next enjoys the shade
It's difficult to live in the present,ridiculous to live in the future,and impossible to live in the past,Nothing is far away as one minute ago
I don't know that what do I wanna say,this world and everythings belong to it such as people who are around me or their posses driving me away,I am dizzy for real,to my book the best phrase that can express all these adventures is dog-eat-dog world,yeah all guys just come to you when they need you,don't they ? when they solve their problems by helping another,they don't know who are you !!! but when you can solve those problems they appreciate you,why,really why we don't appreciate each other when we don't have any problems,all of us are lobsters in a barrel that everyone tries to save only her or himself,without any heart feeling for our neighborhoods,& you know,that's funny all of us tell each other : hey,don't worry we are together .......... Holy Shit ! and finally when everyone of us saved,forget others and the only clear object is It came out to be a failure & do it's stuff .Of course we weren't born yesterday and all know & understand what is happening around us but nobody wants to tell the truth !guys to be frank,why do you hide your face behind your masks ? finally I can say : SDSS > Same Days Same Shit
P.S : This is the world I see,maybe I'm not correct,wrong
Maybe I'm one of these guys
Once in a lifetime
you find someone
who touches not only your heart
but also your soul
Once in a lifetime
you discover someone
who stands beside you
not over you
Once in a lifetime
if you are lucky
you find someone
as I have found you
Very special people
we can be ourselves with
talk with,laugh with
hope with and believe with
Friends,yeah all things that you have got by hooks are good,but it's important that get the real one! same as the position of falling love with or everything else,no difference. What are the friends ? friends are people that you think they are friends but they are really your enemy with secret identity disguise to hide their natural colors that's when you think they are close bro'S,they wanna come back & cut your throat.I'm tired of back stabbing ass snakes flithy grins,I'm tired of Rhetorical Mess in many sense
Those things I mentioned above ,I mean that paragraph is a part of Slim shady's song,but guys,have you ever found the real one in everything by now ? ........... a penny for your thought
Life
what's life? what we are living for ? let me think,life is waking up in the morning and go out,do your stuff and come back home,rest,eat a kind of jerk food and do some other fucking stuff during the day till your bed time ! oh shit,Do you call it life ? of course not,life is cheating,annoying and fucking each other and ..... .when you need sb you will appreciate him or her,but after you reach your goal...,how about the situation that it's vice versa ? most of us will say,it isn't my fucking business,fuckin'A it's non of your fucking business
where is the place of humanity in our lives ? the place of love ? by the way,who cares love in this world ! do you believe in fucking legend of Leili & Majnoon ?! if yes,so you are not bad
and you GOD,you are our creature and you created life ,love,and everything that belongs to humanity life,but,which of them is a reality in our life ? GOD you have sth special that you called it humans' fate.so can I ask you one! if sb do the best for getting it's target,will you let him or her to reach it ? of course not,beacuse you have decided before that the name of this is Fate ! come on GOD,what was your goal from your creats ? you know GOD,life is full of nothingness.maybe I'm wrong,aren't I ? hey guys,nobody is here to tell me go fry on egg & shave your back rather than verbosity in front of GOD
but now by all things
GOD,THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU CALL IT EHSAN,IT'S YOUR FATE.GOD,YOU'RE THE ONLY NAME AND FEELING THAT GIVE ME TRANQUALIZE
« خدایا من در کلبه حقیرانه خود چیزی دارم که تو در عرش کبریائیت نداری,
زیرا من چون تویی را دارم و تو چون خود نداری »
A small boy looked at a star
and began to weep and
the star said
Boy
?why are you weeping
and the boy said
You are so far away,I will never able to touch you
and the star answered
Boy
if I were not already in your Heart
You would not be able to see me
« John Magliola »
خدا مادم را کجا می برند گمانم برای شفا می برند
کجا می برندش کجا می برند
من و خانه داری زینب و سوگواری
خدایا گل من که نیلی نبود جواب پیمبر که سیلی نبود
گل من در این کوچه پرپر شده گل من فدایی حیدر شده
نماز شبت شد قضا مادرم برای تو سجاده می آورم
به سجاده ی تو نظر می کنم ببین چادرت را به سر می کنم
خدا حافظ ای ماجرای فدک خدا حافظ ای کوچه سیلی کتک
خدا حافظ ای شمع افروخته خدا حافظ ای مادر سوخته
یا زهرا «س»